She started countdown
The most beautiful countdown of her life
The most awaited countdown of her life
She started taking care of herself
She started climbing and going down the stairs carefully
She started measuring her abdominal girth daily
She wasn't silly, she was blessed with the most beautiful blessing
A soul started growing in herself
How she can't be so overwhelming
Regular check-ups
Perfect size and growth
A blessed time she owned
Then
Time changed
She slipped away
With every perfection
She was asking radiologists, whether to purchase blue or pink???

Then
The world changed upside down
She read the word "demise" on her scan
She was very well aware of the meaning of this word but she wasn't in that state to accept the horror of that word
She forgets to breathe, her heart seems to stop breathing
She had to go through expulsion
An unplanned unwanted unexpected expulsion
3 days and 2 nights of pain and hanging between life and death
The first time she understood the meaning of the line that
"Pain caused by emotional distress is more deeply felt and longer-lasting than that caused by physical injuries"
Then
She ruined

She smashed 
She laid wasted
She remained empty-handed
She had a stillbirth...............