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Friday, July 10, 2020

Wear a protection mask or to wear a ventilator mask?

July 10, 2020 0 Comments


For people who don't understand what it means to be on a ventilator: Ventilation for Covid-19 is painful intubation that goes down your throat and stays there until you live or you die. Patients can't talk or eat or do anything natural - the machine keeps you alive. Discomfort and pain they feel from this mean that medical experts must administer sedatives and pain meds to ensure pipe tolerance as long as the machine is needed. After 20 days from this treatment, a young patient loses 40 % muscle mass and gets trauma in the mouth or vocal cords, as well as possible lung or heart complications. It is for this reason that old or already weak people can't stand treatment and die. They put a tube in your stomach...either through your nose or skin for liquid food, a sticky bag around your butt to collect diarrhea, one to collect urine, and an IV for fluids and meds. A team of nurses, CNA, and MA move your limbs every two hours and you lie on a carpet circulating ice-cold liquid to help reduce your 40° degree temp. All of this while your loved ones cannot even come to visit. You will be alone in a room with your machine. But some think wearing a mask is uncomfortable.

Black

July 10, 2020 3 Comments

She had done a mistake that she born with whitish skin and that was the unresolved and most heart-wrenching truth of her life.
Being white, whitish, or black is not your choice. It's choice of the creator and He knows who is to be placed at which place He knows how to bless His creature. But with a dark skin tone she suffered so many issues in the home, school, college, university, and definitely in her marital life. Bullying and psychological harassment were always waiting for her whenever she dressed up, whenever she felt beautiful and loving because this society notices only one thing that fair complexion is the only criterion of beauty and maybe the only criterion of being blessed or lucky. It made her stressed, depressed, and hopeless but then she read a beautiful a verse from the Quran which is:

We have certainly created man in the best of stature; Then We return him to the lowest of the low, Except for those who believe and do righteous deeds, for they will have a reward uninterrupted. (95:4-6)


These three verses from the Holy book changed her life she decided not to focus on the bullying and psychological harassment of people about her dark complexion, she decided not to use whitening products, not to go for facials and skin treatments to stand with the most respectable class of society, the so-called beautiful people, the white people. She left all the hypocritic beautiful people and decided to live a stress-free life according to the rules of her creator Who loves her with her dark skin and made her beautiful.

What.... If???

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After 2.5 months, I'm here, in my second home,
Unlocked the door, entered into my room,
More than half of the area is covered with spider web, a thick layer of dirt is poking on everything,
Who knew that the lockdown could go so long?
Who knew that I won't be able to come and clean due to restrictions applied by the government due to the pandemic situation all around the world. 
Placed my bag at the side and started cleaning the home.
Dusting, cleaning, washing, and changing the bed-sheets.
Opened my wardrobe to check my clothes, whether they're okay or any fungus attacked, luckily the clothes were fine, placed all of them in sunlight to eliminate the smell of wardrobe. 
All is done, all is clean and I am ready to have some rest.
Half lying at the bed of my second home,
Having my writing diary in my hands,
Thinking about life!!!
If I wasn't in lockdown? And I would die?
Then who will come to clean my second home?
Who will notice that the chart paper letters (A S M A) I have pasted on my wardrobe are close to my heart than the costly paintings I have purchased? 
Who will notice that my Ariel printed glass is more precious to me than my fancy crockery?
Who will notice that my emergency chocolate fund box (costing just 150 rupees) is more important than my gold earrings?
Nobody will notice that some little things were more important and precious to me.
Because nobody can be me and understand me.
My life is mine and only I can understand myself.
This world is temporary and everything is temporary here. Don't know when the unresolved lockdown will start to my life and I shift to my destined home where I will have to live forever and ever and I will never be able to come back and to see the spider web, layers of dirt on furniture and floor, to clean and wash everything. In this temporary world, only one thing is permanent and that's the love of God which I'm missing, my bonding with Allah and my preparation for my final destination is not enough that I can get home there.
We never get worried about our final destination. We always think about the life we are spending which is fake and soon about to end.
My writing diary in my hands, sitting on my bed, I'm thinking that I have earned nothing to purchase a home at my final destination. I don't even have a bunch of prayers or fasts to buy a single-seater room, I am not so much obedient to my parents that Allah will allow me to stay with them, I am not sure any good deed I have done to get a shelter in my final destination. Only one thing I trusted throughout my whole life that his mercy is higher than his anger.
DON'T LOSE HOPE IN ALLAH'S MERCY, FOR ALLAH CERTAINLY FORGIVES ALL SINS, HE IS INDEED THE ALL-FORGIVING, MOST MERCIFUL. Quran 39 : 53

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